Well since nobody is probably going to read this (except for maybe Christina), I was just going to write about how I've been doing lately. Well things are ok, they could be better but I'm not going to complain. I was shocked the year just ended, mostly because I thought the year went by pretty fast. I guess 2008 was an ok year. Things happened, and things didnt happen. Iono. Well, I guess I grew up during that year. 2008 was a time for me to grow up and mature.

I guess I didn't have a goal for my Sopohmore year. I figured things were hopeless, and I didn't think of much myself. Which leads me to my junior year. Junior year has been good so far. I have the best grades in years, and things are really starting to look up. I'm also re-gaining lost confidence that I had lost in previous years. I look at Junior year as a milestone for me. It may not be over yet, but I think (and hope) that it will get better.

Now for my next topic: LIFE

I guess it's been ok. Compared to the past years, this year has not been that bad. My main goal is to continue doing well in school. If I can accomplish my goal, then hell yeah, everything's all cool.

I guess that wraps up today's entry. x)

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Seeing as I've been neglecting this site, I will try to log on and write about stuff more often. hahaha

Later.

I haven't been here for a while... I mean, there's nothing really to talk about..So....I 'm gonna think.

Well, I'm glad you probably wont be reading this.  This all started in freshmen year. How young and foolish I was. When I first met you, I thought you were the best person in the whole wide word. Seriously.  I never thought anything would go wrong. We then started talking. You made me the happiest person in the world whenever we talked. I truly thought you were the one. Then things went bad...School was ending...I had to tell you of my feelings..So, I decided to go out and tell you. When I did, you saw it coming. You...said....that we would talk later.....we never did....I went home a broken, depressed kid. I was tortured the whole summer. You ignored me.....I was hurt...Sophomore year came. Things got better, but not much. We would talk. But I still felt ignored. Things are starting to look better. But I want things to be more than better. Michelle, I love you....Why can't you see that?! /=

Lately I've noticed  that I've begun to changeeeeee. This change, well, I don't know if I would consider it a good or a bad one. Well, it all started just recently. I've been under so much stress as of late, and I think it's finally caught up to me. I was listening to my friend's recent bad luck, and I just laughed my ass off out of no where!!! Ha! It was so funny!!! I just LOL'D out of nowhere.........I don't know what came over me. It was quite mean though. I laughed when my friend felt like complete crap. It was almost like I didn't really care. But you know what? I still didn't care. I guess it was just me being heartless and a complete psycho. Another time was when I was passing by this gas station. I noticed the nice big gas tanks.....Ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh the fun I would have if I just lit a match and just dropped it by one of the tanks....It'd be fourth of july all over againnnnnnnnnnnnnn, folks!!!! HAHAHAHAHA!!!!! That's what I was thinking. I've just become a complete psycho. I think I'm even starting to hear voices in my head, hahah. Man, I must really be crazy... Either that or schizophrenic. I don't know....I think I also have bi polar disorder. One moment I'm happy, the next, completely bummed and depressed....It's just so weird.... I'm slowly becoming an anarchic, zero-empathy, insane kid....Wow....I really am cuckoo for cocoa puffs.....